Fuck It by Eamon – I've been playing this song repeatedly lately.
It’s been what, 22 years now since it was first released so I was in my early twenties that time and for a very Catholic girl who did not swear, for some reason I liked the song. I guess because of its melody? Or perhaps just the strong emotion that the song had and you could really feel the hurt from being played on by someone you loved.
Maybe that time it was the former but today I think it is more the latter. Not that my current circumstance was the same as the song’s exactly* but just that intense emotion you have inside you that makes you so frustrated and questioning the universe why you are in such a crap situation when you don’t deserve it because you’ve been a good person. So yeah, in a way you feel played on by a fate that has such a nasty twisted humor.
And you just don’t know what to do anymore, nothing is making sense, hence you the only thing you can do is say fuck it indeed.
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